May 11, 2016

Hi,

My name is Yuko- I am originaly from Japan.  In 2003 when I was 25, I moved to Australia to be with my hubby. Worked for shipping industries till I have my first son.  Now I am mother of three children.

Today, I love to talk about how I started getting into Theta healing. 

That was the eclipse night - my second son (K) got so cranky and grumpy after dinner.  I cuddled him and told him "why don't we go to see lunar eclipse?".  When I reached to the front door and looked up the moon, all suddently heavy rain started dropping.  Then, the red car passed in front of our house.

What then happened?

I saw this clear pictures - I am driving the car and leaving K behind me - K is screaming and calling me to be back but I didn't stop.

Geez, why do I think of that! I would never ever leave any of my children behind - that was what I thought at first.

But day by day, the pictures got stuck in my head and started thinking that was our past lives.

I am from Japan that cultures are based on Buddhism so I truly believe reincarnation, but I've never thought about past lives nor done spiritual reading as such.

But this time, I started worrying that I and K might be apart despite of my will.

So I asked my friend if she knows anyone who can read / see past lives.  And I was introduced by Theta healing instructor.

At that time, I found out little bit of our past life.  I was happy with what the instructor told me but I was so fascinated by this technique and I was so keen to learn and I want to know more about my connection with my kids. Then the following week I took Basic course.

It was eye opening and mind blowing experience for me.

Fun, amazing, exciting...... It was long time for me to find this much of excitement to learn something.

Then for last 3 years I took Advanced course, Intuitive Anatomy course and Dig Deeper course.

What I found out about my connection with my kids after all.

My first son (A) - he was my older brother who passed away when he was baby due to born 2 months premature.  It is funny because when I found out I am pregnant with him, his due date was my brothers death anniversary.  So I said to my mum on the phone, he is reborn of my brother. But as soon as my son is born 3 weeks early, I totally forgot about that.

My other two kids are twins.  Boy and Girl.  My son (K) obviously shared a lot of past lives with me.  And these past lives are not good ones.  All dark and sad and miserable - when I found out one of the worst past life with him, I was (my heart) time travelled to that time and I was so scared I would lose him again in terrible ways. And funny enough when I lost him in the past life, he was around 2.  And K was 2 back then.

I did countless healing to clear this karma - I needed it to save my son and take this fear out of me.  K was always besides me and I didn't want to be away from him even 1 minute. 

But one night when I was doing his healing when he was sleeping, he sent me message "I came down to you cause I know you will save my life".   I burst into tears - what am I doing.  Stop worrying it, we are here, we live now not past life.  It's new life. Because we had that past life, we are here.  No more fear just live now.

So I did download of theta technique both myself and my son - How to live at present in the safe, peaceful and enjoyable world. 

Then I saw this clear future vision - I am old lady with many wrinkles sitting at the big table.  I look so happy and smily - then at the table so many grandchildren are sitting and running around the table ..... and what did I see?  My son (K) is there smiling .... with gray hair!!!  Oh he is alive he will be happily living long.  I was so releaved and amazed what I saw.

Since then my fear has gone and so as K.  He goes everywhere without holding my hands.  It is amazing.

My daughter is different connection.  The more I do healing and clear my blocks or karma, the more happy she gets and lively she becomes.  I will talk about my daughter more next time.

So yes, this is my story. 

xoxoxoxo

May 14, 2016

So.... I would like to talk about my daughter (L) today.

She started her life a little (or huge) tricky way.

She was one of the (fraternal) twins.  When I was 15 wks pregnant with them, my obstetrician started concerning her size.  Apparently twins are morelikely different sizes especially fraternal although my twins' gap became bigger and bigger. 

At 19 wks scan, I was told by sonographer(& also he was the associate professor), unfortunately she might not make it due to her size and also how she was growing (dignosed as severe IUGR) .   But I was also told other baby will not be affected cause they have two different placenta & sacks. So in a way I am lucky to save one at least.

That day I was crying all way to home - I couldn't care what people looked at me on the train. 

Normally I call my mum in Japan how the scan was - but I couldn't do that day - I just couldn't.

Am I asking too much to have both?

What will be if I have one?

What happens to my boy (K) if he lose his twin sis?

All of the feelings and thinking came into my head and heart.

Sitting on the couch feeling so torn apart, then I felt her small little movement. 

She is here she is alive - no matter what doctor told me I have to believe her will to live.  

I talked to them "I am ready to have both of you, not one of you - please let me cuddle both of you". 

After that day, I never ever thought of losing her - but all hope. 

I had to count every single day - praying for her to gain weight and keep going as many days as possible.

To be honest with you, I am more emotional when I looked back now than that time - countless nights I checked her tiny kicking, I was pretty confident she is okay.

We had Amniocentesis test to check whether she has chromosomal abnormality cause Obstetrician said her size might have some issues with chromosone.

It came back all normal - I said to the obstetrician "I feel she is perfectly normal and healthy baby - she may keep going till 35 weeks!" and he looked at me like "oh no.....she is gone crazy" haha. 

But funny I have strong feeling she is okay.

Anyway, she came to this world on 30 weeks 5 days - with 1lb14oz (480 grams) by c-section.

Her twin brother was 1523 grams so she was 1/3 of his weight.

I was so proud she made it - more than my word express.  101 days of hospital stay was very long for all of my family but I was so releaved I can actually see her in my eyes - but not feeling and counting her movement in my womb.  

And she is perfectly healthy amazingly and luckily. 

We went to her 4 years old development check ups recently and doctor said her develpment is very good ....... just little small.

Her height is 86cm(average height of 2 years old) and her weight is 10kgs (average weight of 13 months old). 

Well size is that important?  I don't think so .... well for me all matters is she is here with us happily and healthy.

In next blog, I want to share how she changed after I started healing myself and her.  xxx

May 19, 2016

My daughter(L)'s skin started showing the sign of eczema when she was 10 months old. 

My son (A) had ezema when he was baby so I was familiar with this situation but I was shocked with the fact she seems worse than A.

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A was rapidly recovered from eczema with avoiding acidic foods and taking homeopathic medicine.  So I did the same to daughter L, but no improvement.  Trying everything I could think of but despite of all the effort, she got really bad (as pictured).

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By this time, I started healing my daughter.  L loves my husband - she is a daddy girl.  Lovely to see them but sometimes I felt I was rejected by her - didn't know why.  Well, maybe this comes also from how many times I did theta healing to her to clear her eczema it didn't work I felt I am useless.

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But one night when I was doing usual theta healing for her - I saw amazing picture.  I saw countless heart-shaped bubbles were coming out from her heart and each one of them was about me - "this is for mama", "I'm here for mama", "For mama, I am doing this."..... everything about me.... but not even a word of "dada"!  I was astonished by this - couldn't understand for a while.

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But then, Intuitive anatomy course is on - this course was so intense for learning body scan, the relations to body and emotions, hormons, each organs' roles and relations to emotions or inner child. 

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The course was at the Gold Coast from 9am to 4pm for 15 days in 5 weeks so I had to arrange all different things for my 3 children - daycare and afterschool with my biggest support husband.

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It was hard emotionally and physically - I did so many healing in 15 days - I focused on myself maybe first time in my life this much.  I learnt myself and who I am. 

While this time, I didn't have any time to heal my daughter - because it was enough for me to deal with my stuff!

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But do you know what happened after this course finished?

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Show you what happened in next blog.

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xxx

May 19, 2016

So as you see, this happened.

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Her skin almost got healed.  All moist and no red patch at all - disappeared from all her body.

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And finally I realize that message from her heart means - if I heal myself, she will be healed. And her happiness is so related to my happiness.  The more happy I am, the more happy she is.

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I won't tell my husband (haha), but she always goes to him cause I had another two boys clinging with me.  I have two arms right - she knows where to go to ease my motherhood. 

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And you know since this day - she comes to me more and more even I am handful with other two, she started fighting with them to get my attention - I am so glad she does this. 

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Oh another big change she did was she started eating meat, fruits and veges since that day. 

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Before that day (with bad eczema), she didn't like eating meat, fruits or vegetables.  She actually didn't eat any fruits as far as I remember.  She tried it but she spitted out.  And meat and veges were the same. 

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But now she eats meat, fruits and veges. 

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And she became so lively now.

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My friends who know daughter L back then, they are all surprised how lively she is now and how well she eats.

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So that was my daughter's story.

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xoxox